00:40| Just put Zyon down to sleep. Fuhhh~ still not an easy task. Need to pray for more patience and pray that Zyon continues to have a better sleeping pattern. There are two things on my mind right now that are causing me to be awake at this time. Usually I'll konk once I put Zyon down to sleep. But now I just couldn't. 1) Mum said that she needs to head out tomorrow for about half a day. I'll need to juggle working and taking care of Zyon on my own. Stress!!! I've been taking care of him on my own for a couple of hours for few times d when mum went out for her medical checkups. Couple of hours I think I could manage quite well d. Half day? I don't know if I could. But sooner or later I have to learn to do it lah. So now is a good time to learn. Again I need to pray for strength, patience and guidance. 2) I've been bothered by a dream that I had last night. I wanted to talk about it but I'm not sure if I should be so open right here on thi