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Last year as I was just about to leave for uni, I was feeling heavy-hearted. Coz I felt so hard to leave the place where I grew up and the people who used to protect me from whatever circumstances. A year had passed. On 7th July I'll be going back to KL and starting my year two. Things had changed. I want to leave this place so much. I don't feel like coming back as much as possible. I don't wanna see some of the people over here. Have you ever felt deserted in a place where you grew up? Have you ever felt like you had no friends even though you had been here all your life? Have you ever felt like you can trust no one even if they are the ones who grew up with you? Have you ever felt being called a busybody for things and people you cared about? Have you ever felt like you are sick of being control and your privacy invaded? Have you ever felt like asking some busybody aunties to shut up and mind their own business? Have you ever felt like asking people to stop co...

i am pissed. i had been cheated. i think those who had read my blog and also very close to me might know that i worked at the rain's coming concert as a lame ticket checker. never in my life i ran so much in a night and i had not said so much thank u in a day in my life before. it was really a bad experience. but i lazy wanna talk about it all over again lah. coz i'm already damn pissed now. telling the whole story again will piss me even more. ok,ok...i keep going on and on bout me being pissed but didn't tell the whole story bout why am i pissed. i am pissed because... after four months...yes, exactly 4 months after the damn concert,(erm~ i dun mean the concert was bad lah. i loved the concert lah. rain is still the best in korea!!!!) i haven't get my lame rm50 pay. can u believe it? rm50 only ok? not rm500. if its rm500, i will forgive them coz its a whole lot of sum. rm50. my dad one week give me extra allowance also more than that k?(more than rm50 but i stil...